Buying a car

Buying a car is the biggest pain in the butt ever. Especially if you have a hardheaded temperamental husband. We are looking at a 2010 focus and a 2011 sonata. His ex wife had a focus. She also had a cavalier. And a ford truck. All of which I might add, he has bought for me. I am SICK of having the same car as she did. I was my sonata. What's worse, in February, that was all he wanted was a damn sonata. Go figure. We will we who wins the battle of wits. Most likely him considering if he doesn't get what he wants he throws this big fit and it will literally ruin anything that's coming up within the next three months. This is bullshit. Mkay I'm done griping now. Thanks for listening.

Finally Decided To Do This

-Takes a deep breath-

Well, here it is. My first blog post. For years I have kept a journal full of my thoughts and life stories. I feel that its time to share my innermost feelings because, what if, somewhere, a person is going through the same thing and needs a little support? So, here we go. I promise the entries wont be as boring as this. LOL. I just needed to explain myself. Also, if you have went through some of the things I post, please comment with your relate-able experiences. I would love to hear from you! 

Since this is the first time anyone has heard a word from me, I will dedicate this post to a quick bio..

I am 20 years old. I will be 21 at the end of this month. The past couple of years have been pretty crazy. In September of 2010, I started dating the man of my dreams. We had known each other for a year or so before this. In December, he proposed. In June 2011, we started trying to concieve. In  November 2012, we were married. We have yet to concieve but I wont give up yet! We got full custody of his son a few months before we were married. About a month ago, we discovered that the child his ex wife was preggo with when they split was his .Now James* is almost two years old. We moved out of his dad's house in September of 2012 to a small dinky town about 12 miles from here. Then we moved to a town a little bigger and much farther away. The bills became too much, especially since he was denied custody of James* and is now forced to pay over $400 in child support each month. so here we are back in his dad's basement living like roaches. -.- Okay maybe it isn't that bad. But I hate it. Luckily, we have found a smaller house just outside of town and we put our offer in just last night. We will hear back in 24-48 hours. I am so nervous and excited at the same time. It is our change to finally be free from this basement abode. Anyway  that's about it in a nutshell. I know that was probably pretty boring. Or maybe not. I don't know. I'm not used to people caring what I feel or think. Hope you enjoyed it regardless. Have a good one and lots of love.

 ♥SecretlyAlone

*Name has been changed.